I actually can’t believe you burned the friendship we had. It makes me so angry whenever I think about it. And I am just really depressed at the fact that I don’t have your specific ear to listen to me anymore. I cried because I lost one of my best friends. I had a shimmer of hope when I saw you in town one day. I waved to you and said “hi bud”. You chirped and ran off as if you were trying so hard to pretend that I wasn’t there. That was the moment you screwed up the paper. The moment you lost me.
I hate you for ignoring me.
I like how it didn’t get weird between us man :)
So there’s this guy i’m talking to named Alex. I’ve known him for about 7-8 years now. So we started talking a lot. And I really do like him a lot. But he’s moving to fucking Otago mid next month. he was really cute tonight. He apparently woke up and just thought to text me. He doesn’t know why. I take this to be a great sign from his subconcious.
When I was in fifth grade I realized I liked girls but I was like “that’s a problem for another day” and literally forgot about it and then in like eleventh grade I was like “oh my god”
(Source: iseeavoice, via pamelahoward)